♥ JaNiC3's Dr3aMzZ wOrLd ♥

2010-09-10T10:42:00.001+08:00

everything is over

but

i hope there will be miracle

love doesn't fade

2010-02-25T00:04:00.004+08:00

我终于明白

真正的爱情

不需要太多的甜言蜜语

只需要彼此坦诚相对

i know you have changed a lot..
you have done lots of things for me,
care about me more than last time...
i really knew it..
just give me some time..
nothing gonna change my love for you
your love make me strong
and give me the direction
for what i should do..
thanks for cheering me up
whenever i was down..
you make me laugh all the time..
there won't be any tears
when we are being together..
chatting heart to heart,
no secret between us..
nothing in this world is
more beautiful than your smile..
watching you when you are sleeping,
you won't know how sweet my heart feels..

i love you

not for what you are

but for what i am

when i am with you...

with your love close to my heart,

i can ask for nothing more

near or far

whenever i go...

JaNiCe

your eyes are the stars that shine so bright,
your arms are the blanket that wraps me tight.
your body is my shield that protects me from harm

unforgettable days ( 19~20/02/2010 )

2010-02-21T16:55:00.004+08:00

last night, i'm lying on the bed, facing the ceiling, turn here and there, can't fall asleep at all... the room is so quiet and empty without you... do you know how great is the feeling the moment you are sleeping beside me, looking at each other... and every word that you had spoke to me when i sleep, i know it... just don't want to interrupt you, so i continue to pretend sleeping... it's the 1st time listen so quietly what you are saying... i miss that... i want to hear that EVERYDAY... i won't forget what you had said... 1st time watching movie on twin seat, sitting with the person i want, the way we hold each other hand, the way we hug and the way we ..... , it is still clearly appear in my mind now... i really cried out when you when home... you won't notice that cause i promised you won't be unhappy in front of you... no one help me to put on my blanket when i sleep, no one pamper me to sleep when you are back home... i miss you, deeply... i don't want to lose you anymore... love you forever, piggie... looking forward to the next time we meet...

JaNiCe

love doesn't fade

ily.piggie

16/01/2010...

2010-01-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

...

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.....

16/01/2010

for3v3er

.....

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...

no ending story

rest in peace Jason..

2010-01-22T20:26:00.005+08:00

remember that i know you when i was in Standard 4... without you, the class will be so silent and boring.. after that, we went to the same tuition in Standard 5... know you better that time... joking and playing around during tuition... until teacher also can't stand it... i still remember that last time i learn your writing style.. and at last ended with let the form teacher to scold because of the handwriting too tiny... remember 24/12/2006?? the 1st Christmas that we spend with friends.. having a lot of jokes and laughter during that day... the last time i chat with you was 3 months ago during our 1st gathering... regret for less contact after primary school... suddenly heard about your news... i really can't accept it... even until now, still can't forget about it... you leave us so suddenly... it seems like a nightmare... we won't forget about you... FOREVER... and to Jason's family members, be strong... Jason don't hope to see you all to be sad...

Life is short, treasure your family and friends, and also everybody around you... don't regret when it's too late..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

happy moment..

2010-01-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

i've been countdowning for the whole day of the time i will meet you..
i'm thinking of what i want to talk to you when we meet..
don't know how to describe the feeling also..
but luckily we do chat a lot...
i really hope the time will stop at the moment we were together..
we chat, we play, we joke, we fight...
that's what i want..
feel happy just seeing you smiling..
i miss you... really miss you...
will you be the same too??

i miss you..

2010-01-06T17:48:00.005+08:00

what am i doing recently??

besides completing my homework,

i'm dreaming all the time..

should or shouldn't i continue waiting..

it seems so hard to let go this time..

do you know what i'm thinking??

i hope you understand me,

when you receive what i send you..

i love you

i mean it

[[ JaNiCe ]]

i need you..

2009-12-13T11:16:00.002+08:00

i don't wan to delete the memories between us..

Janice

i need you

seriously

untitled..

2009-11-24T13:24:00.002+08:00

are you still the one that i know??
world seems so dull
when you are not there..
did you heard my words on 30/10??
i hope you know that..
still can't forget about you..
miss you for every moment..

i love you

like i promise

[[ Janice ]]

untitled..

2009-11-05T14:24:00.001+08:00

will update back all the post that i've left out when i'm free..

[[JaNiCe]]

i'm still waiting for you

miss you alot

untitled...

2009-09-12T18:33:00.004+08:00

hmmm..
don't know why really feel
frustrated this few days..
maybe is because of *.................*
forget about it..
don't want to think much about that..

keep thinking of him this few days,
can't wait until the day to meet him..
sometimes feel that time passes so slow
coz can't meet him immediately..
haiz..
mr. clock, can you turn faster
to the day we meet??
and turn slower when the time
we are together??
am i dreaming?? hahax..
i think i am..
*sigh*

All the love that history knows

is said to be in every rose.

Yet all the love that could

be found in two, is less than

what i feel for you.

miss u n love u

always

[[ JaNiCe ]]

给我的他...

2009-09-06T10:56:00.007+08:00

从我们认识的那一天起，我们都相处得好好的，在一起的时候都是幸福的、美好的...但自从一个月前的那件事后，你让我越来越不相信自己...那件事过后，我以为能像你所说的那样，不去想、不去理，想着说在一起开心就好，不用去理你之前的事...但原来我做不到，想起你要去学校，我就会提心吊胆，担心这个、担心那个...我知道是多余的，但是难道我能不去想吗？我们一天可以知道对方的情况的时间只有区区那3小时，其他的时间，我们连对方做过些什么都一概不知道...所以你说我能不取担心，不去多想吗？是不是对你的承诺太多，还是我原本给的就不够...我是多想再给你机会，但就是怕结局还是一样...你让我越来越不相信自己，付出了那么多你却没有感动过...想要忘记所有的过去，但你的影子还是在我心里浮现...对不起，也许我需要些时间...我爱你...

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

2009-09-05T18:52:00.008+08:00

erm.. actually i just wanna to apologize to some KPA's committees cause of the failure to organise the anniversary... some reason had caused our 10th anniversary can't go on smoothly.. and also to the ex-members, really sorry for that.. so we are planning to delay it, but don't know will it be approved yet, so i will call you all for the further information..

secondly, is because of the pose.. i know some of you feel disappointed on me because of choosing KAS instead of KPA.. what i can say is just "i value KPA above everything else".. although maybe from next week onwards i'm not your president anymore, but i promise i will help you all in everything that i can.. i know that some of you will think that i choose KAS because of the marks, but actually i got my own reason.. just hope you all can cooperate well and make the society better..

today, i really feel very pleased seeing KPA members can start to collaborate with the committees.. keep it up ^.^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

to my dear..

2009-09-05T16:01:00.005+08:00

i'm so sorry that i said something that really hurt you in this few days.. but i really can't stand it anymore.. i know what you want, but i can't force myself to do so.. i'm sorry.. i hope you know what i'm thinking.. maybe both of us need some time to settle down.. i love you forever..
*thanks for forgiving me

[[ JaNiCe ]]

3-months Anniversary

2009-08-31T10:55:00.002+08:00

time past so fast

and it's already

3 months

we have been together

my love for you

won't change forever

1314 and 2324

@.@

a gift from him

for 3-months anniversary

dear,

Happy Anniversary..

muackzz

iloveyou.piggie.imissyou

[[ JaNiCe ]]

a day with 3 siao kia's

2009-08-28T09:01:00.004+08:00

after the meeting at YeeHue's house,
YeeHue's sister fetch us to GurneyPlaza..
the back of the car is so packed
with 4 of us - YunKong, KaiYuan, ChienWen and me..
actually is because of the big-sized KaiYuan..
hahax..

plan to go Redbox but it's full and crowded with people,

so went to Golden Screen Cinema
to buy the tickets for a cartoon movie named 'Up'

but not the 3D version..

after that,
since it is still early and i'm hungry d,
we went to have our lunch at ChopperBoard..
KaiYuan ordered too many food and
and end up with
he give it all to ChienWen..
ChienWen eat until very full
really pity him..
hahax..
since i'd promised YunKong,
so treat all of them for the ChopperBoard..

later we went to CYC..

playing racing car with them..

hmm..

lose for the 1st round,

so treat them to play for another round..

the movie is going to start,

so buy 2 large combo set for them..

the movie is really funny,

some parts make all of us

laughing non-stop..

really having a great time

with you guys..

hope we can hang out more often..

really appreciate you all

for letting me be so happy..

FRIENDSHIP

FOREVER

[[ JaNiCe ]]

preparation for anniversary...

2009-08-27T21:18:00.005+08:00

yesterday, some AJK of the anniversary went to YeeHue's house to prepare and plan everything for the anniversary.. as i promised, i fetched KaiYuan there, but so sorry for YunKong, coz his house is too far away d.. we plan to start our meeting on 10.00am.. but, me and my 2 bodyguards plan to reach an hour earlier to have our breakfast.. who know? it's raining again.. can't go out for breakfast le.. okay then.. 3 of us and YeeHue sit there kapsiao-ing.. later, Adeline and EweMing reached d.. i nearly fainted when saw EweMing came with motorbike.. you know why? actually we plan to go GurneyPlaza after the meeting and need EweMing to fetch us there.. but i have forgotten to inform her about this.. OMG.. okay, nevermind.. start wrapping up the present 1st.. now the problem is i don't know how to wrap a present =.= so just help out with cutting the wrapping paper.. not longer after that, Yiying also reached d.. then we went out for our breakfast at.....(i also don't know where).. belanja my bodyguard for protecting me.. (bully more than protect actually hor??) hahax.. after that, went back to finish up the wrapping work and discuss everything.. coz want to go GurneyPlaza d.. xD

my 2 bodyguard ( KaiYuan ; YunKong )

1st present i wrapped ( satisfied with it ^^)

YunKong looked serious wrapping those present

work done ^.^

EweMing (steam steam d xp)

[[ JaNiCe ]]

你知道吗？

2009-08-20T15:31:00.002+08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，
因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，
假若她不喜欢你，
她根本不会来在乎你关心你，
怕你做错事情。

你要知道，
假若她不喜欢你，
她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，
在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，
假若她不喜欢你，
你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，
让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，
而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

于是，
你们时常争吵，
你认为她脾气不好，
她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，
你们总是冷战，
你以为她不喜欢你，
她以为你不在乎她。

于是，
你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，
也许擦身而过，
本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

要知道，
凄美依然是美的一种，
并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，
那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，
所以她偶尔冲你发火，
时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，
所以她才会生你的气；
而又因为喜欢你，
她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，
每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，
晶莹剔透，
但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，
每个女孩子都是不设防的，
你那么轻易就闯进她的心，
走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，
这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，
心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗? 　　
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，
然后她跟着你转身，
当侧身而过的时候，
你看不见她的泪，
滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，
请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，
请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，
请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，
请你去听听她内心的声音，
那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，
总是彼此伤害，
彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，
爱情里没有谁对谁错；
爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，
她爱你，
如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，
让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，
你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，
不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，
不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，
你离去的时候，
你的眼睛起了雾，
她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，
这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，
那些伤口曾经存在，
抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，
用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，
她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，
她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

请记住，
相爱的人不要轻易宣战，
因为冷战带来的伤害，
超出你的预计。

也请记住，
只要你喜欢她，
没有什么是你接受不了的，
只要你喜欢她，
就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，
在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，
她喜欢你，
她需要的不是你真的转身，
她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，
想你抱她，
哪怕，
没有道谦。

[[ JaNiCe ]]

self-reflect ...

2009-08-18T19:56:00.004+08:00

hmm..
i think i've made a very very BIG mistake..
what for i do such many things??
taking up the secretary's and treasurer's work to do..
is that my duty to do it??
and when there is problem,
i was the one to be blamed of??
then, where's your responsibility for it??

"what is the work for a president of a club?"
-thinking the activity to be organised
-thinking how to make the club better
-thinking what better things can be given the members
"then, what's the job for the rest of the AJK?"
-help out with the job
-carry out your duty and responsibility

i swear,
i have put every effort of mine
in everything i've done for the club,
i thought that i can try to help out in all those work,
and not just like the others club,
president just sitting there giving ideas
and give command to the others to do it,
without doing ANYTHING..

a last minute work??
do you think is last minute?
i think i had give out the work on Sunday..
so,
i think 3 days is more than enough time
to do your things,
and you have an assistant to help you..
okay, fine..
next time, work will be distributed 1 week before..

if feels that can't complete the job well,
need my help, can ask me anytime..
if i can help out, i will surely help in it..
but all the checking work,
please done by all yourselves..
but if don't want to do it anymore,
welcome for your letter anytime..

please reflect on what you've done..
we are partners during activity,
but we are friends anytime..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

KPA HEHS 10th Anniversary...

2009-08-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

To all members & ex-members of KPA HEHS,

We are organising an 10th Anniversary of our club (KPA HEHS) in the school hall on 19 September 2009 (Saturday) from 11.00am until 2.30pm. There will be a buffet lunch, souvenirs and some games prepared for all of you. All of you are most welcome to attend this event. For the ex-members, it is free of charge, but please inform us about your presence earlier as we need to do the counting and prepare sufficient food and souvenirs. Contact number : 017-4496536. Hope to see all of you soon!

LIM MENG SIEW

(Janice)

dear, take care..

2009-08-15T12:34:00.004+08:00

today,
he had when camping in Johor
but this time,
i'm not going with him le..
haiz..
had a great time with him in
the previous camp..
miss those days..
now i'm not with him d..

dear,

remember to
take care of yourself

ya..

miss you and love you

all the time..

hope to meet you

in the next camp..

and also the penang bridge run..

i'm looking forward to the day we will meet..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

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2009-08-10T15:13:00.002+08:00

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I NEED YOU

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untitled..

2009-08-08T17:35:00.004+08:00

miss you again d..
haiz..
i didn't take drug,
but why i'm addicted ??
few weeks ago,
something had happen between us,
but it doesn't change the love of us..
i love the feeling we've being together..
truly treasure it..
no matter what happen,
i will do my best to make you happy,
because when you are happy,
it makes me happy too..
thanks for scolding me always,
you had reminded me
not to be so dependent anymore..
i looked stronger with your love..
can't imagine the world of mine
if you are not there..

i love you,

won't leave you

no matter what happen!

[[ JaNice ]]

LOVE

2009-08-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

2nd time activity...

2009-08-08T17:06:00.002+08:00

it's already the 2nd time for activity,

but .....
i started to feel that
i can't control my members well..
especially some AJKs..
i know that we are friends,
we can play until very siao sometimes,
but not during the activity please..
[please know where you stand]
don't ever make me scold you
in front of everyone..
i really disappointed with some of you..
i hope to look some changes
from you all after this..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

short update...

2009-08-03T14:20:00.004+08:00

sorry for didn't update my blog
for past few weeks
because my pc sot jor..
also forgotten what i had done
last weeks also d..
haiz..
old liao is like that d larr..
beh guai d..

what i still remember d is just 25/7 nia

annual general meeting for both
clubs and uniform bodies lorr..

just like that like that nia lorr..

nothing special..

felt happy for getting the 1st prize

for the pertandingan reka cipta..

it's all the work from JianWei..

hmm..

nothing much to say also larr..

i promise i will do my best..

any misunderstanding,

i apologize for it..

guys,

i need help for all of you d..

i can't just do everything by myself..

hope that all of us can cooperate well,

and make KPA & KAS to be the best..

missing you is a torture for me,

but if i have lost you
i'm getting to the way to hell..

love you always

mwahss..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

solar eclipse..

2009-07-22T18:24:00.003+08:00

as usual,

we had our assembly this morning..

after that,

15 person from our class when to the field

to see the sun eclipse..

happily, we bring our spectacles

which costs RM 10.00 ...

spend RM 10.00 to see sun eclipse

and also ponteng for 4 periods..

worth it..

hahax..

actually can't see very clearly at 1st

because of the mist..

i think waiting after quite some time

then finally see tiok the eclipse nia..
spend most of the time
chatting, playing & kisiao-ing...
ko bully Form 3 d gina..
actually not want to bully her d,
but she is too noisy liao,
and also very guai lan..
bo huat larr,
people top 1 d lerr,
is like that d lorr..

besides,
there is something between
WeiSheng & YiHan..

hahax..

we shouted their things so loud in class

make WS angry jor..

he is so childish lerr..

" who take LiangKit's peka faster return har,

if not i'll tell him.."

sweat nia..

how old are you liao..

still want complain this complain that arr..

ma go ahead lorr..

eat lipid eat ka sot jor..

is that true all the people who

obtained good results behave like this..

read until sot liao,

BOOKWORM..

haiz..

pity them..

WL, miss you lotzz..

[[ Janice ]]

day of photographing...

2009-07-21T21:51:00.003+08:00

today morning,
because have to wear
my KPA d uniform to school,
so wake up 15 minutes earlier...
but also not enough time to tie my boots,
and had to do it in the car,
sacrifices my sleeping time nia..
haiz..

WeiXuan ki siao liao..

sarjan here, sarjan there..

pek chek with him

for the whole day nia..

feel quite excited when saw

a siao kia, SB in school..

coz can play with him somemore le..

hahax..

actually he should be going bact to KL yesterday,

coz he want to take photo,

so only go back tonight,

so ai-gao nia XD

want take photo also forgot to bring boots go,

ko snatch Zoey's boots to wear..

so siao d..

during the Biology lesson,

OngLT let us see some picture..

so disgusting nia..

YiHan shouted so loud,

nearly want to cry liao..

hahax..

20/07/2009

10:19am ~ 14 minutes 19 seconds
10:34pm ~ 14 minutes 18 seconds
11:55pm ~ 9 minutes 16 seconds

21/07/2009

10:13am ~ 19 minutes 37 seconds

miss you ; love you

[[ JaNiCe ]]

tired...

2009-07-20T18:26:00.004+08:00

just sleep for a few hours
last night..
feel sleepy in school d..
hahax..

today,

there's a photo taking session

for some society..

i'm taking photo for

Rumah Ungu

coz i'm the Treasurer..

actually nothing to do as a treasurer..

just a name nia..

damn hot in the class today,

coz keep changing clothes to take photo..

nothing special about today..

tomorrow will be taking photo

for KPA d..

maybe will take handphone to school..

shhhhhh..

don't tell the prefects ya..

hahax

19/07/2009

09:51pm ~ 44 minutes 37 seconds

11:25pm ~ 49 minutes 55 seconds

miss you

more & more everyday...

[[ JaNiCe ]]

for whom it may concern..

2009-07-19T21:08:00.004+08:00

i know you really feel disappointed that day.. i'm feeling the same as you.. but, don't worry.. everything will be alright d.. just remember " you are the best ", don't give up..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

Gurney Plaza ; Bonuslink Game

2009-07-19T17:37:00.012+08:00

last night,
i went to Gurney Plaza
to watch movie with KaiYuan..
because we are lack of time,
so decided to watch ' 17 again ' ...
the movie quite nice
and the ending really touched..
but watching with the wrong person liao..
hahax..

after watching the movie,
KaiYuan and i went to find his parents
to see those people playing the Bonuslink game..
so sweat nia..
suddenly,
his parents passed us 2 Bonuslink card and ask us to play..
so sia-sui nia..
i ko think is just play syok nia..
before the game started,
KaiYuan only tell me that there is forfit also d,
and someone had been asked to sing an English song
and also dance like Michael Jackson..
Ooo My Godddddddddddd..
what should i do if i've been asked to sing and dance..
sure very sia-sui d @.@
luckily nothing happen to me,
just gain 600++ points..
hewww.. hahax..
here's some photo of KaiYuan when playing the game,
and also his dad..
luckily KaiYuan's phone can't take photo d..
if not, he sure take my silly photo down..
hehe..

KaiYuan throwing the huge dice ; he's asked to find two 10 cent and three 5 cent

KaiYuan standing on the game board

throwing dice again...

his dad playing game : make the longest line with everything on your body

hahax..

the gift after the game

imy ; ily

piggie forever..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

boring...

2009-07-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

can't online and update my blog
this few days
coz my dad take my laptop away T.T

yesterday,

begged my dad for a very long time

and at last he only let me go for my activity

coz i'm sick for the past 2 days

and didn't manage to go to school..

TM, sure very boring right?? hahax..

during the KAS activity,

we had a pertandngan rekacipta,

so sweat nia,

i teamed with JianWei, HooiChean and a form 6 guy..

don't have any idea what to do also..

at last decided to do "The Eye Of Malaysia"

do until so ungly..

JW is more creative,

make a transformer just with some cans...

quite nice d ^^

later when to KPA activity again,

really pek chek..

2 jurulatih, AngSB and Jeffery coming,

and also FangShern..

and the highly educated d L

keep asked me do this do that,

ko ask me Monday go find her,

can't stand her liao..

haiz..

after activity,

some of us when to MacDonald

for our lunch..

kisiao-ing there..

SB is so disgusting,

after biting the ice then it back into the cup again..

eeeee.. geli larr..

everyone is scared to exchange cup with him

so end up with i had to take his ONLY cup to go refill..

hahaxx..

have a great time there..

15/07/2009

10:53pm ~ 8 minutes 29 seconds
11:04pm ~ 12 minutes 3 seconds

16/07/2009

12:00am ~ 2 minutes 17 seconds
09:35pm ~ 1 hour 28 seconds

17/07/2009

12:08am ~ 2 minutes 30 seconds

18/07/2009

01:02am ~ 10 minutes 32 seconds
10:41pm ~ 16 minutes 16 seconds
11:33pm ~ 37 minutes 59 seconds

dear,

really can't stop thinking of you d..

miss you and love you for every moment..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

haiz...

2009-07-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

16 ~ 20/08/2009
five days lerr..
how can i pass these few day
without you ??
can you don't go?? (i know it's impossible, just say syok nia)
haiz..
hope that 5 days can pass faster larr..

sorry for letting you

worry about me again last night..

feel that i'm so useless..

13/07/2009
11:18pm ~ 14 minutes 19 seconds

11:34pm ~ 31 minutes 44 seconds

14/07/2009

09:33pm ~ 23 minutes 2 seconds

10:58pm ~ 43 minutes 17 seconds

love you..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

2009-07-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday..
the 1st time (12/07/2009)
i "....." him on phone ^^
didn't think before i will do so..
miss you lotzz..

hope the time we are on phone

can stay longer..

really addicted to your voice le..

hehe..

hope everything i'm planning

can goes on smoothly..

so that we can meet d..

5 more months to go..

i hope i can do the best..

will you support me??

KaiYuan,

i think you are the best among the others,

you have a lot of good opinion that can help,

keep it up..

we need this kind of members..

don't give up because the little things..

time can cure everything..

maybe can't update

my blog too often le..

a lot of homework and projects

waiting for me..

12/07/2009

09:04pm ~ 13 minutes 37 seconds

09:19pm ~ 1 hour 15 minutes 11 seconds

11:25pm ~ 40 minutes 40 seconds

miss you foverer..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

birthday party...

2009-07-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

today
feel so boring when wake up
coz nothing to do..

about 1:oo pm,

PuiYee call me

to go her house to eat

coz of her borther's birthday..

have a great time there..

she have a warm family,

hope to have one too..

just a few of us when to her house nia,

KaiYuan,ChienWen
ChaiYing & her 2 sisters
and me

KhuanChin put aeroplane,

coz he want do his nilam (act guai nia)

PY's mum & dad so funny..

play until very siao with us,

and also her mum's friend, a Yoga teacher..

actually we plan to go

GurneyPlaza together,

wanna watch movie..

but at last can't make it

coz no one can fetch PY home..

so cancel it lorr..

but,

nevermind..

sure got chance ko d..

09/07/2009

04:07pm ~ 3 minutes 8 seconds
10:32pm ~ 6 minutes 03 seconds
10:42pm ~ 30 minutes 20 seconds

11/07/2009
11:03pm ~ 49 minutes 9 seconds

miss you every moment..

treasured the time we've been together..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

沉默的瞬间 <张栋梁>

2009-07-11T00:46:00.001+08:00

还搞不懂心痛是什么

似懂非懂成云朵

爱得汹涌来不及闪躲

我却为她坠落

梦里我泪滑落几回

心软弱了逃避是非

潜意识我心碎

梦醒了我张开双臂

只愿为爱勇敢一点不后退

有谁会在乎有谁会想念

有谁能看穿我的笑脸

沉默的瞬间

寂寞却伴着我长眠

你走的坚决枯竭了爱恋我给的一切

梦里我我的泪滑落几回

心软弱软弱了逃避是非

潜意识我心碎

梦醒了我醒了张开双臂

只愿为爱勇敢一点不后退

有谁会在乎有谁会想念

有谁能看穿我的笑脸

沉默的瞬间

寂寞却伴着我长眠

你走的坚决不后悔

有谁会在乎有谁会想念

沉默的瞬间

寂寞却伴着我长眠

你走的坚决枯竭了爱恋我给的一切

爱得汹涌来不及闪躲

我却为她坠落

Nicholas Teo The Best !!!

i miss you..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

家。。。

2009-07-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

我的家
不是我的避风港。。。

[[ JaNiCe ]]

。。。

2009-07-09T22:22:00.001+08:00

07/07/2009

09:47pm ~ 16 seconds
09:51pm ~ 19 minutes 55 seconds
11:17pm ~ 32 minutes 43 seconds

08/07/2009

11:25pm ~ 2 minutes 12 seconds

11:28pm ~ 16 minutes 18 seconds

xOxO =)
[[ JaNiCe ]]

夜。。。

2009-07-09T16:32:00.000+08:00

夜，
它的静谧，
它的含蓄，
它的神秘，
有着一股神奇的力量，
能使人心灵平静。

夜，
万籁无声的，
伴着一杯浓郁的咖啡，
仰望千里苍穹，
思绪沉浸在夜神所布置的恬静气氛中，
回忆过去，
遥想未来，
是生活的一大享受与乐趣。

夜，
让人静下心来思考，
想想周遭的人与物，
如何在“盲”与忙中不再迷失，
如何从生活中重拾那份热情，
学习如何爱与被爱，
开启那尘封已久的情感，
体验出生命的真谛。

夜，
万籁俱寂的，
思绪不自禁坠入回忆网中，
想起一同走过成长岁月的知心好友，
求学个阶段的师长，
一起经历种种挫折的爱人。
每一次静思，
都触动了对周遭人事物的，
关爱之情。

夜，
不是自怨自艾，
不是顾影自怜，
不是逃避现实的时刻。
夜，
是开启心灵，
体验生命真谛的最佳时刻。

useless...

2009-07-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

am i so useless ??

i felt that i can't help you in anything,

and don't know what are you thinking,

don't know what had happen to you,

i really don't know you much..

everytime when you are unhappy,

you are not wiling to tell me also..

so,

how can i help you lerr ??

maybe you think that

when you tell me your problem

i will be worried about you..

but do you know that

when i feel that

i don't know anything about you,

i feel more worried..

haiz..

hope you can be happy always..

so sorry

for can't help you..

ily & imy always

[[ JaNiCe ]]

moody...

2009-07-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

didn't update my blog

for 2 days d..

coz feel moody this few days..

yesterday,

when i went into the class

found out that it flooded in our class

because of the heavy rain on the previous night

and the stupid afternoon class students

didn't close the window when they went home..

but we can't do anything yet coz we have assembly that time..

when got back from the assembly,

the Ms. Penguin Teh asked us to clean the water up

so we don't have to carry out our lesson..

hahax..

we clean our class for about 2 period

and finally the floor is dried up..

haiz..

the work of 'sweeping' up the water

is so tiring..

and today when come to school,

TseMin's hand pain d, maybe is muscle cramp

because of the cleaning yesterday..

so when bully her she will shout because of the pain..

hehehehe *evil laugh*

what a boring day it is..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

2009-07-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

today, nothing special also..
quite happy coz Pn.Tan SK
won't be entering the class for 3 days..
and less homework for us d..
YEEAPEEE.... hahax..

during the biology lesson,

we carried out some experiment..

so the class won't be so boring like usual,

everyone become hyper-active..

at 1st is our class d Mr. Hee,

don't know how he break the test tube also d..

so geng..

when my group ganna clean-up the apparatus,

TseMin break another test tube..

haiz..

test tube break nevermind,

just recorded the name down nia,

luckily didn't cut her hand..

TM, next time must be more careful ya..

06/07/2009

9:32pm ~ 7 minutes 59 seconds

9:42pm ~ 34 minutes 3 seconds

miss you..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

05/07/2009, i will remember it ^^

2009-07-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday,

feel shocked when
see you call me..

and also happy of coz...

hehe =)

this is the 1st time

we talk on phone..

9:57 pm ~ 2 minutes 48 seconds

the 2nd time is i call you d

coz too miss you liao..

10:14 pm ~ 17 minutes 28 seconds

and the 3rd time d
11.05 pm ~ 1 hour 33 seconds
time passes so fast

when we are on phone..

seemed addicted

to hear your voice

on phone d ^^

hope we can talk

on phone

more often..

miss you much..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

disappointed...

2009-07-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

i have spent my whole day
practising the guitar
because of you...
but,
what have you done??
is it doing such things out??
do you think of my feeling
when you did this??
i really felt disappointed on you..
'sigh'...

[[ JaNiCe ]]

thinking of you...

2009-07-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

nothing to do this few days..
just missing YOU for every moment,
no matter what i'm doing
also can't stop thinking of you...
what had you give me eat
until i become like that har??
hahax..

hope to see you everyday lorr..

haiz..

but,

i know it can't be d..

nevermind,

sure got chance d ma..

piggie forever..

小猪

remember??

muackss

love you & miss you

every moment

[[ JaNiCe ]]

duty for annual concert (saturday)

2009-07-05T13:11:00.000+08:00

erm... quite boring during duty d... and good job guys to help in everything... but, i don't really like some of the members' attitute... "respect the others before you want the others to respect you" ... here's some photos during our duty...

KaiYuan, cool man...

2 pai kia fighting there

ZanLixn the steamboy ; LayKoon & PheiWen

ChiKeong & Adeline

me and my doggie named Joey

Adeline

KaiYuan & me

KaiYuan & Joey doing MichaelJackson pose

yeng bo??

ChiKeong & ChienWen

both of us thinking at someone??)

what are we looking at ??

GiokHean the handsome one =P ; KaiYuan, ai gao nia

me, RuoYun & Adeline ; our group photo (lack of 3 person)

miss you lotzz..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

duty for annual concert (friday)

2009-07-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday, a lot of funny things had happened... we laugh from the beginning to the end... i teamed with Kai Yuan due to some reason... firstly is Mr. Lee CS lorr... he asked me and Kai Yuan why we didn't bring a gun with us... so sweat nia... we are KPA, we bertempur tanpa senjata d, okay?? hahax... and Chai Ying singing so loud in front of the choir, purposely let them hear d... after singing, she ko say," choir d, paiseh har??" so brave nia she... a lot more things we had done there... here's some photo to share with...

WanYin having her dinner ; Zoey helping ChaiYing to wear shoes

PuiYee ; KhuanChin the lonely boy

titanic ??

what are you all doing har ??

3 siao kia- PuiYee, KhuanChin & KaiYuan

mou ngan tai =p

KhuanChin & Zoey ; 3 of them waiting for KC

pak tor harr?? =p

gay lou..

me & Zoey

haha.. scared liao bui??

looks so childish

Zoey bully me T.T

Teik Wen using the walkie-talkie

walkie-talkie we are using

group photo 1

group photo 2

miss you ^^
[[ JaNiCe ]]

boring...

2009-07-03T12:27:00.000+08:00

today, although don't need to went to school... but, i already wake up at 6.00a.m... wake up to sms with him, just for a while only because he has to go to school ... super duper boring... nothing to do also at home... want sms with him also can't... haiz...

what can i do lerr?? also lazy to do my homework and revision... don't know how to face my 2A exam le... hope can get good result, but.... i think can't lorr... because i so lazy... time passes so fast, i have waste a lot of time le.. can i chase back the time?? [ definately no.. =( ]

actually, today i'm going out to Gurnay Plaza with Tse Min d... she said that she wants to watch Transformer... but end up by cancelling it because of transport problem... but nevermind, later can see her in school also d... hahax... hope we can go out together next time... and also take photo together as we promise d... hehe...

later have to reach school before 4.00 p.m. d... don't know what funny things will be done by us tonight ler... got Chai Ying there, sure very funny d larr... hahax.. looking forward for tonight d concert...

miss you
[[ JaNiCe]]

i love you...

2009-07-03T07:33:00.000+08:00

i love you
i want to love you more
more and more everyday
but ...............
can i ???

i just hope everything

will be fine to you

31/05/xxxx

it will be forever d..

stay happy always..

miss you

& love you
mwahss..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

busy busy busy ...

2009-07-03T07:00:00.000+08:00

recently, busy with those members that involved the duty of our school annual concert... always didn't have this didn't have that... really headache with them... haiz... today, after school go to find the highly-educated d named L, to take key from her, suddenly she ask me about uniform d things... luckily just ask nia, didn't scold... hehex... our school concert will be start tomorrow le... some of my friends and i going to duty for it... photos will br uploaded tomorrow..

KaiYuan, tomorrow gambateh ya..

hahax..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

i'm sorry...

2009-07-03T06:00:00.000+08:00

i really feel sorry to you,
i know that what i said yesterday
hurt you and had make you cry..
but what i mean really not like what tou think d..
i not don't trust you..
but i had lost confidence in myself..
i hope you will understand..

miss you & love you

always

[[ JaNiCe ]]

31/06/2009 ??? impossible...

2009-07-01T09:15:00.000+08:00

why June don't have 31 days ler..
haiz..
if not,
tomorrow gonna be 1 month le..
you bring me a lot of happiness in this month time
thankss so much..
muackss (as a gift) =P
hehe..

still remember how i know you d ma??

i'm playing "Truth Or Dare" with my friends

after our dinner on the 1st night in camp negeri..

and i have lose in that game..

so they ask me to take phone number

from a boy as forfit..

don't know why they will choose you also..

that time feel so shy

when want take from number from you..

coz is my 1st time doing like that..

you also got a shock right??

from that day,

we sms each other every night

although your tent is just beside mine ^^

feel sad when have to leave Bukit Hijau

because can't see you d..

and before we leave,

just have a chance to shake hands with you..

but luckily,

it's not the end of us..

from that day,

i feel that i can't stop thinking of you..

can't control myself to stop sms-ing you

is very expensive to sms you that time

becuase you are using Maxis

while i use Digi d..

so i decide to change to Maxis also..

the 2nd time we meet was in Pulapa Baling d camp..

didn't expect to see you there also

coz when i ask you for the last few days

you also say that you can't make it to go there..

at last only know that you want to give me a surprice..

feel so happy when see you that time..

spend another 5 days 4 nights with you in the camp,

and manage to .......... *secret** =P

our love grows stronger everyday,

and it will just increase,

won't decrease d..

Happy 1-month Anniversary..

mwahss..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

**secret...

2009-07-01T06:52:00.000+08:00

i won't give up so easily,

especially this is for HIM d..

i think i can overcome everything..

just a little pain,

but won't stop me for practising,

because i think you worth for it d...

i just left a few months to practise it,

must work harder le..

i hope that day will be

the most memorable day for HIM..

you will know when that day comes..

i hope more people can attend that day,

so that more wishes can be given to you..

miss you & love you always
mwahss..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

my 1st guitar lesson...

2009-06-28T18:23:00.000+08:00

i have attended my 1st guitar lesson today in YAMAHA..
my mum bought a new guitar for me,
it costs RM 420,
so expensive..
luckily i'm not the one who must pay for it =P
my teacher, Mr. Chew(i think so..hahax)
quite young nia..
not fierce at all d..
hehe..

my centre, YAMAHA

my guitar ( actually i don't like this colour)

my book

i learn guitar got reason d..

you will know when that day comes ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

my little cousin...

2009-06-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

today,
don't know why my uncle is not free..
so he bring my little cousin, Natalie
to my house for my mum to take care of her..
she just 4 years old nia..
early in the morning nia..
whole house full of her sound,
so noisy
want to sleep also cannot le..
she come to my room and pull my hair,
make me wake up..
i complain to my mum also no use d,
my mum also say natalie so good,
can be my alarm clock and ask me to wake up..
haiz.. so charm..

drink milk also want do pose.. hahax ^^

what are you looking, little girl??

want to be a botanist arr??

[[ JaNiCe ]]

That's why you go away...

2009-06-28T12:10:00.000+08:00

"Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know...."

just love this song..

no other meaning..

love you & miss you

[[ JaNiCe ]]

busy...

2009-06-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

many homework have to be pass up tomorrow..
now only want to do nia..

no time to write so much le..

but this sure have to write d..

miss you =D

[[ JaNiCe ]]

special days for ME...

2009-06-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

27/04/2009

27~30/04/2009

30/04/2009

16/05/2009

25/05/2009

31/05/2009

07~11/06/2009

09/06/2009

10/06/2009

11/06/2009

22/06/2009

do you still remember these days ??

^.^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

to my kor...

2009-06-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

just came back from school only,
straight online le,
cause wanna wait for kai yuan to discuss something..
saw my kor sent me an e-mail..
i ko think is what forward message lai d..
after read it,
all the memory,
from primary school until now came back d..

".....still remember that time,
i'm the prefect of union primary when i was standard 5..
and don't know from when,
will saw you cleaning the blackboard
of the kindergarten classroom everyday..
then i have been chosen
to duty for the kindergarten graduation ceremony,
saw you again and you are the one incharge..
when i entered secondary school,
because of some of my buddies,
i followeed them to join KPA..
when saw you don't remember who are you also le..
when you ask : "who are from union primary?"
　　　　　　　"who have being a prefect?"
i didn't raised up my hands when you ask the second question
because i have resigned when i was standared 6 and be a monitor..
until when you introduced yourself,
finally i remember who are you le..
from that moment,
i found that i'm always asked to go for training,
and have be trained more than others..
many people say you "pian xin" d..
when AGM that year,
my two buddies and i were chosen for the AJK,
but i was the only one who have been say,
many people say that i por you all only can be AJK d..
i hate that so much, i didn't dome anything but they say so..
it's not fair T.T .........."

i don't know what responce i should give
about your e-mail also..
stay happy larr ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

miss him...

2009-06-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

nothing special about today also..
just busy with those full-uniform d things..
the highly-educated really ma huan d,
what also want to care..
tomorrow need go find her again,
maybe will be scolded somemore..
really sui..
haiz..

miss him so much..

want to see him,

but can't,

cause too far le T.T

oh ya,

wanna thank anthony kor kor

for his nangka..

hahax ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

complicated...

2009-06-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

i don't know should i happy or not..

you are the first one who treat me so good

excluding my family of cause..

and you are the first one who so care about me

first one who will cry because of me

all the 1st one .....

1st one ..........

1st one ...............

BUT...

why can't you trust me ??

did i cheated you before?? (definately NO)

i don't want you to worry about me,

so i won't do anything that will make you worried,

but you don't trust me...

what for i do so much ??

nothing else that i can do,

if you don't trust me at all..

H~A~I~Z

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

2009-06-21T11:08:00.000+08:00

IS THIS THE END

???

I HOPE

IT IS

NOT!!!

and now the answer is

NO ^^

Olympiad Mathematics Competition...

2009-06-20T15:51:00.000+08:00

today don't need to wake up so early
and don't need to attend my school co-curricular activity..
cause some of my friends and i
got to participate in the Olympiad Mathematics Competition..
i reach USM about 9.25 am ,
but many of my friends had reach earlier..
just left the stim stim d TseMin was lost in USM..
phone her, she say she is USM liao
but don't know how to get to the Dewan Utama Peperiksaan..
LiangKit so worried because TseMin is in the same group with him..
i'm in the same group with
Nicholas (father), JinWay( 'mo' less ) and WeiXian(alien)..

we start the paper at 10.00 am

the question is divided to 2 parts..

for part A is okay larr

but part B lerr,

damn hard..

sure die until very gai d..

it's also very cold there,

shivering for 2 and 1/2 hour..

and i saw something really not fair d..

the organiser say that we cannot use the calculator,

but a ChungLing boy sitting beside me also use it,

and the other girl sitting in front of TseMin,

also playing SMS there,

nothing happen to them also..

not fair d..

the paper finish at 12.30 pm..

after that,

DeSheng and i went out and find my father

walk across the bridge..

it is so far lerr..

walk until leg pain

(a bit kua zhang liao)

hahax..

stop here for today..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

sorry...

2009-06-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

i'm so regret with what i have done to him.. i know he sure very angry and hate me now.. besides saying sorry, i don't know what can i do anymore.. REALLY SORRY...

going to take part in Olympiad Mathematics Competition.. hold in USM tomorrow.. sure don't know how to answer d larr.. just go and play syok nia.. GOOD LUCK to all the participants..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

necklace...

2009-06-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

went shopping just now..
saw this necklace and think of you
jiak ba bo su zo..
so bought it liao.. (actually is my dad pay for it d)
hahax..
i think my parents know about you already gua..
but they didn't mention anything ko larr..
the necklace they also ask me to give to "anybody" d..
very miss you this few days
hope you same too ^^
will give the necklace to you when saw you
okay??
actually just kidding with you just now..
except you,
who still can i give this necklace to who lerr??
you think too much le larr..

nice??
hope you like it ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

to 'HIM' again ...

2009-06-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

don't know how to advise you anymore.. i hate people quarreling and fighting around.. i know that's not your fault and you are injured too.. but, do you think before that i will be worried about you when you fight with others?? now you see, bruise everywhere.. do you know that not just your body pain, it is more pain in "someone's" heart.. please don't do that again okay?? i don't want to see you injured once more.. when you MMS me the your picture that having bruise on your face and back, do you know that i feel wanna cry when i saw it.. don't want to talk much also le.. hope you can recover soon.. will be supporting you all the time..

miss you always ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

2009-06-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

haiz..

everything seemed going wrong today

really in a bad mood

don't know what ruined my mood also..

i broke my promise once more..

didn't sleep for the whole night already,

headache and fever again,

YOU sure will be angry

when YOU know this..

i don't hope that

YOU treat me too good..

i scared that i can't stand it

when YOU are not with me..

so sorry,

i'm not don't trust of YOU,

just i don't want

the same thing happen on me anymore..

don't be angry anymore

okay??

miss you lotzz

mwahss ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

L。O。V。E。

2009-06-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

what is LOVE??
LOVE is something that can't be explained..
you will feel the sweetness inside your heart,
it is sweeter than having thousands and thousands of sweet..
the sweetness in your heart
is shared by someone who you LOVE so much..
everything will comes to an end when it's time,
but if you and your lover treasured the LOVE
between both of you,
then it won't come to an end

and may last forever

they say love is blind

and you made it true..

i loved you none the less

with all of my heart..

my world crashing down

when we were torn apart..

the days without you

it passed like years..

my love for you

grows stronger everyday..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

my new camera...

2009-06-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

two days ago, i followed my mum to go shopping in Gurney Plaza.. just walking around and saw a promotion about SONY products.. i saw the T-series Sony Camera that i had longed for it.. just simply said some words to my mum that i love the camera and wish to have it.. unexpectedly, my mum just went to ask for the price, functions of the camera and asked me which i like and just go and pay for it.. you know, i got a shock that time.. i don't expect that she will buy for me.. don't know is she having fever that day or had eaten the wrong medicine.. haha.. anyway, it's happy that i have my 1st own camera ^^

1st photo that being captured

[[ JaNiCe ]]

to 'HIM' ...

2009-06-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

why can't i stop thinking of you...

i seemed addicted to you

since 27 April 2009

when i see you happy
i'm happier than i happy myself

when i see you sad and disappointed

i don't know what to do at all

i'm so useless

and can't help you with anything

instead

i always do something that

will make you worry about me

haiz... so sorry about this...

can you forgive me??

i promise you

i will take good care of myself

won't make you worry and sad anymore

okay??

hope you can be happy always

miss you so much ^^

hope to see you soon

[[ JaNiCe ]]

lonely night...

2009-06-14T02:14:00.000+08:00

don't know what to write also
very emo this few days
a bit a bit will ki siao already
don't know what to do

anyone can tell me what can i do ??

HE...

don't know what to say

treat me too good already larr

until i scared lerr

but sometimes,

he really kiam pak d

keep bully me

and let me eat 'vinegar'

make me cry once already T.T

haiz..

don't want say about the sad things le

he gave me a lot of support

during the camp in baling

because of this

we were always perli by

those naughty malay boys

and also praised by our jurulatih

cause we are just the only 2 chinese

in the group

and also the special ones

hehe...

a bit zi lian liao

haiz...

nothing to do also liao

just stop here larr

byezz

hope tomorrow will be more happy

[[ JaNiCe ]]

what shoud i do now...

2009-06-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

what shoud i do now??
after coming back from camp,
everything seemed totally different...
nothing to do at home,
miss those days in camp lorr...
can ki-siao with the cute malay kids there
hahax...
love those bomba and A&D practical pratice,
but the theory class is super duper boring..
my jurulatih, Rosidi bin Shaari like to play with us
always ask wei loon and me to lapor in Chinese
and some Indians to lapor in Tamil...
he did not know what we are talking also,
just will say 'lai lai lai...' and laugh
so cute lerx...

but now

nothing to do at all at home

i don't want this kind of meaningless life

i want my life full with colour and special things

B~O~R~I~N~G

[[ JaNiCe ]]

camp pulapa baling...

2009-06-12T18:00:00.000+08:00

i has gone to a camp in baling, kedah for last few days (5 days 4 nights)
there are just 56 persons participate in this camp
including penang and kedah
and there are just 5 chinese...
[zee ye and chai ying(union),yong zhao(chung ling butterworth),wei loon(jalan damai) and me]
we are divided into 5 groups
i have been chosen to the 'Melawan Kebakaran' group..
we also have sports games there
everyday 2 hours
and i have won 2nd prize in the 'pertandingan bola jaring'
quite happy staying there...

'melawan kebakaran' mambers (boys)

'melawan kebakaran' mambers (girls)
wei loon & me (captured by the malays) my file

my nametag

my trophy for winning 'bola jaring'

[[ JaNiCe ]]

friendship...

2009-06-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

from the day i participated in KPA
i found 2 best friends that i really believe in them
we can chat about everything,
share everything and solve every problem together
we have past many happy and sad moment together
although we quarrel sometimes because have different opinion
but after a while, everthing will back to normal again..

but this time,

everything has changed

he does not know what i am thinking

and simply go to tell others what i have done

when i call him,

he just say that

'you want hate me ma go ahead lorr'

do you know how hurt

when you heard your best friend say so

4++ years friendship

will it just end up this way??

i don't hope this will happen..

hope everything will past soon

our friendship won't change

and stayed FOREVER..

[[ JaNiCe ]]