my 1st guitar lesson...

i have attended my 1st guitar lesson today in YAMAHA..
my mum bought a new guitar for me,
it costs RM 420,
so expensive..
luckily i'm not the one who must pay for it =P
my teacher, Mr. Chew(i think so..hahax)
quite young nia..
not fierce at all d..
hehe..

my centre, YAMAHA

my guitar ( actually i don't like this colour)

my book

i learn guitar got reason d..

you will know when that day comes ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

my little cousin...

today,
don't know why my uncle is not free..
so he bring my little cousin, Natalie
to my house for my mum to take care of her..
she just 4 years old nia..
early in the morning nia..
whole house full of her sound,
so noisy
want to sleep also cannot le..
she come to my room and pull my hair,
make me wake up..
i complain to my mum also no use d,
my mum also say natalie so good,
can be my alarm clock and ask me to wake up..
haiz.. so charm..

drink milk also want do pose.. hahax ^^

what are you looking, little girl??

want to be a botanist arr??

[[ JaNiCe ]]

That's why you go away...

"Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know


You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know


Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know...."

just love this song..

no other meaning..

love you & miss you

[[ JaNiCe ]]

busy...

many homework have to be pass up tomorrow..
now only want to do nia..

no time to write so much le..

but this sure have to write d..

miss you =D


[[ JaNiCe ]]

special days for ME...

27/04/2009

27~30/04/2009

30/04/2009

16/05/2009

25/05/2009

31/05/2009

07~11/06/2009

09/06/2009

10/06/2009

11/06/2009

22/06/2009

do you still remember these days ??

^.^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

to my kor...

just came back from school only,
straight online le,
cause wanna wait for kai yuan to discuss something..
saw my kor sent me an e-mail..
i ko think is what forward message lai d..
after read it,
all the memory,
from primary school until now came back d..


".....still remember that time,
i'm the prefect of union primary when i was standard 5..
and don't know from when,
will saw you cleaning the blackboard
of the kindergarten classroom everyday..
then i have been chosen
to duty for the kindergarten graduation ceremony,
saw you again and you are the one incharge..
when i entered secondary school,
because of some of my buddies,
i followeed them to join KPA..
when saw you don't remember who are you also le..
when you ask : "who are from union primary?"
　　　　　　　"who have being a prefect?"
i didn't raised up my hands when you ask the second question
because i have resigned when i was standared 6 and be a monitor..
until when you introduced yourself,
finally i remember who are you le..
from that moment,
i found that i'm always asked to go for training,
and have be trained more than others..
many people say you "pian xin" d..
when AGM that year,
my two buddies and i were chosen for the AJK,
but i was the only one who have been say,
many people say that i por you all only can be AJK d..
i hate that so much, i didn't dome anything but they say so..
it's not fair T.T .........."


i don't know what responce i should give
about your e-mail also..
stay happy larr ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

miss him...

nothing special about today also..
just busy with those full-uniform d things..
the highly-educated really ma huan d,
what also want to care..
tomorrow need go find her again,
maybe will be scolded somemore..
really sui..
haiz..

miss him so much..

want to see him,

but can't,

cause too far le T.T

oh ya,

wanna thank anthony kor kor

for his nangka..

hahax ^^



[[ JaNiCe ]]

complicated...

i don't know should i happy or not..

you are the first one who treat me so good

excluding my family of cause..

and you are the first one who so care about me

first one who will cry because of me

all the 1st one .....

1st one ..........

1st one ...............

BUT...

why can't you trust me ??

did i cheated you before?? (definately NO)

i don't want you to worry about me,

so i won't do anything that will make you worried,

but you don't trust me...

what for i do so much ??

nothing else that i can do,

if you don't trust me at all..

H~A~I~Z

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

IS THIS THE END

???

I HOPE

IT IS

NOT!!!

and now the answer is

NO ^^

Olympiad Mathematics Competition...

today don't need to wake up so early
and don't need to attend my school co-curricular activity..
cause some of my friends and i
got to participate in the Olympiad Mathematics Competition..
i reach USM about 9.25 am ,
but many of my friends had reach earlier..
just left the stim stim d TseMin was lost in USM..
phone her, she say she is USM liao
but don't know how to get to the Dewan Utama Peperiksaan..
LiangKit so worried because TseMin is in the same group with him..
i'm in the same group with
Nicholas (father), JinWay( 'mo' less ) and WeiXian(alien)..

we start the paper at 10.00 am

the question is divided to 2 parts..

for part A is okay larr

but part B lerr,

damn hard..

sure die until very gai d..

it's also very cold there,

shivering for 2 and 1/2 hour..

and i saw something really not fair d..

the organiser say that we cannot use the calculator,

but a ChungLing boy sitting beside me also use it,

and the other girl sitting in front of TseMin,

also playing SMS there,

nothing happen to them also..

not fair d..

the paper finish at 12.30 pm..

after that,

DeSheng and i went out and find my father

walk across the bridge..

it is so far lerr..

walk until leg pain

(a bit kua zhang liao)

hahax..

stop here for today..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

sorry...

i'm so regret with what i have done to him.. i know he sure very angry and hate me now.. besides saying sorry, i don't know what can i do anymore.. REALLY SORRY...

going to take part in Olympiad Mathematics Competition.. hold in USM tomorrow.. sure don't know how to answer d larr.. just go and play syok nia.. GOOD LUCK to all the participants..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

necklace...

went shopping just now..
saw this necklace and think of you
jiak ba bo su zo..
so bought it liao.. (actually is my dad pay for it d)
hahax..
i think my parents know about you already gua..
but they didn't mention anything ko larr..
the necklace they also ask me to give to "anybody" d..
very miss you this few days
hope you same too ^^
will give the necklace to you when saw you
okay??
actually just kidding with you just now..
except you,
who still can i give this necklace to who lerr??
you think too much le larr..

nice??
hope you like it ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

to 'HIM' again ...

don't know how to advise you anymore.. i hate people quarreling and fighting around.. i know that's not your fault and you are injured too.. but, do you think before that i will be worried about you when you fight with others?? now you see, bruise everywhere.. do you know that not just your body pain, it is more pain in "someone's" heart.. please don't do that again okay?? i don't want to see you injured once more.. when you MMS me the your picture that having bruise on your face and back, do you know that i feel wanna cry when i saw it.. don't want to talk much also le.. hope you can recover soon.. will be supporting you all the time..

miss you always ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

haiz..

everything seemed going wrong today

really in a bad mood

don't know what ruined my mood also..

i broke my promise once more..

didn't sleep for the whole night already,

headache and fever again,

YOU sure will be angry

when YOU know this..

i don't hope that

YOU treat me too good..

i scared that i can't stand it

when YOU are not with me..

so sorry,

i'm not don't trust of YOU,

just i don't want

the same thing happen on me anymore..

don't be angry anymore

okay??

miss you lotzz

mwahss ^^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

L。O。V。E。

what is LOVE??
LOVE is something that can't be explained..
you will feel the sweetness inside your heart,
it is sweeter than having thousands and thousands of sweet..
the sweetness in your heart
is shared by someone who you LOVE so much..
everything will comes to an end when it's time,
but if you and your lover treasured the LOVE
between both of you,
then it won't come to an end

and may last forever

they say love is blind

and you made it true..

i loved you none the less

with all of my heart..

my world crashing down

when we were torn apart..

the days without you

it passed like years..

my love for you

grows stronger everyday..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

my new camera...

two days ago, i followed my mum to go shopping in Gurney Plaza.. just walking around and saw a promotion about SONY products.. i saw the T-series Sony Camera that i had longed for it.. just simply said some words to my mum that i love the camera and wish to have it.. unexpectedly, my mum just went to ask for the price, functions of the camera and asked me which i like and just go and pay for it.. you know, i got a shock that time.. i don't expect that she will buy for me.. don't know is she having fever that day or had eaten the wrong medicine.. haha.. anyway, it's happy that i have my 1st own camera ^^

1st photo that being captured


[[ JaNiCe ]]

to 'HIM' ...

why can't i stop thinking of you...

i seemed addicted to you

since 27 April 2009

when i see you happy
i'm happier than i happy myself

when i see you sad and disappointed

i don't know what to do at all

i'm so useless

and can't help you with anything

instead

i always do something that

will make you worry about me

haiz... so sorry about this...

can you forgive me??

i promise you

i will take good care of myself

won't make you worry and sad anymore

okay??

hope you can be happy always

miss you so much ^^

hope to see you soon

[[ JaNiCe ]]

lonely night...

don't know what to write also
very emo this few days
a bit a bit will ki siao already
don't know what to do

anyone can tell me what can i do ??

HE...

don't know what to say

treat me too good already larr

until i scared lerr

but sometimes,

he really kiam pak d

keep bully me

and let me eat 'vinegar'

make me cry once already T.T

haiz..

don't want say about the sad things le

he gave me a lot of support

during the camp in baling

because of this

we were always perli by

those naughty malay boys

and also praised by our jurulatih

cause we are just the only 2 chinese

in the group

and also the special ones

hehe...

a bit zi lian liao

haiz...

nothing to do also liao

just stop here larr

byezz

hope tomorrow will be more happy

[[ JaNiCe ]]

what shoud i do now...

what shoud i do now??
after coming back from camp,
everything seemed totally different...
nothing to do at home,
miss those days in camp lorr...
can ki-siao with the cute malay kids there
hahax...
love those bomba and A&D practical pratice,
but the theory class is super duper boring..
my jurulatih, Rosidi bin Shaari like to play with us
always ask wei loon and me to lapor in Chinese
and some Indians to lapor in Tamil...
he did not know what we are talking also,
just will say 'lai lai lai...' and laugh
so cute lerx...

but now

nothing to do at all at home

i don't want this kind of meaningless life

i want my life full with colour and special things

B~O~R~I~N~G

[[ JaNiCe ]]

camp pulapa baling...

i has gone to a camp in baling, kedah for last few days (5 days 4 nights)
there are just 56 persons participate in this camp
including penang and kedah
and there are just 5 chinese...
[zee ye and chai ying(union),yong zhao(chung ling butterworth),wei loon(jalan damai) and me]
we are divided into 5 groups
i have been chosen to the 'Melawan Kebakaran' group..
we also have sports games there
everyday 2 hours
and i have won 2nd prize in the 'pertandingan bola jaring'
quite happy staying there...

'melawan kebakaran' mambers (boys)

'melawan kebakaran' mambers (girls)
wei loon & me (captured by the malays) my file

my nametag

my trophy for winning 'bola jaring'

[[ JaNiCe ]]

friendship...

from the day i participated in KPA
i found 2 best friends that i really believe in them
we can chat about everything,
share everything and solve every problem together
we have past many happy and sad moment together
although we quarrel sometimes because have different opinion
but after a while, everthing will back to normal again..

but this time,

everything has changed

he does not know what i am thinking

and simply go to tell others what i have done

when i call him,

he just say that

'you want hate me ma go ahead lorr'

do you know how hurt

when you heard your best friend say so

4++ years friendship

will it just end up this way??

i don't hope this will happen..

hope everything will past soon

our friendship won't change

and stayed FOREVER..

[[ JaNiCe ]]