everything is over

but

i hope there will be miracle

love doesn't fade

我终于明白

真正的爱情

不需要太多的甜言蜜语

只需要彼此坦诚相对

i know you have changed a lot..
you have done lots of things for me,
care about me more than last time...
i really knew it..
just give me some time..
nothing gonna change my love for you
your love make me strong
and give me the direction
for what i should do..
thanks for cheering me up
whenever i was down..
you make me laugh all the time..
there won't be any tears
when we are being together..
chatting heart to heart,
no secret between us..
nothing in this world is
more beautiful than your smile..
watching you when you are sleeping,
you won't know how sweet my heart feels..

i love you

not for what you are

but for what i am

when i am with you...

with your love close to my heart,

i can ask for nothing more

near or far

whenever i go...

JaNiCe

your eyes are the stars that shine so bright,
your arms are the blanket that wraps me tight.
your body is my shield that protects me from harm

unforgettable days ( 19~20/02/2010 )

last night, i'm lying on the bed, facing the ceiling, turn here and there, can't fall asleep at all... the room is so quiet and empty without you... do you know how great is the feeling the moment you are sleeping beside me, looking at each other... and every word that you had spoke to me when i sleep, i know it... just don't want to interrupt you, so i continue to pretend sleeping... it's the 1st time listen so quietly what you are saying... i miss that... i want to hear that EVERYDAY... i won't forget what you had said... 1st time watching movie on twin seat, sitting with the person i want, the way we hold each other hand, the way we hug and the way we ..... , it is still clearly appear in my mind now... i really cried out when you when home... you won't notice that cause i promised you won't be unhappy in front of you... no one help me to put on my blanket when i sleep, no one pamper me to sleep when you are back home... i miss you, deeply... i don't want to lose you anymore... love you forever, piggie... looking forward to the next time we meet...

JaNiCe

love doesn't fade

ily.piggie

16/01/2010...

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16/01/2010

for3v3er

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no ending story

rest in peace Jason..

remember that i know you when i was in Standard 4... without you, the class will be so silent and boring.. after that, we went to the same tuition in Standard 5... know you better that time... joking and playing around during tuition... until teacher also can't stand it... i still remember that last time i learn your writing style.. and at last ended with let the form teacher to scold because of the handwriting too tiny... remember 24/12/2006?? the 1st Christmas that we spend with friends.. having a lot of jokes and laughter during that day... the last time i chat with you was 3 months ago during our 1st gathering... regret for less contact after primary school... suddenly heard about your news... i really can't accept it... even until now, still can't forget about it... you leave us so suddenly... it seems like a nightmare... we won't forget about you... FOREVER... and to Jason's family members, be strong... Jason don't hope to see you all to be sad...


Life is short, treasure your family and friends, and also everybody around you... don't regret when it's too late..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

happy moment..

i've been countdowning for the whole day of the time i will meet you..
i'm thinking of what i want to talk to you when we meet..
don't know how to describe the feeling also..
but luckily we do chat a lot...
i really hope the time will stop at the moment we were together..
we chat, we play, we joke, we fight...
that's what i want..
feel happy just seeing you smiling..
i miss you... really miss you...
will you be the same too??

i miss you..

what am i doing recently??

besides completing my homework,

i'm dreaming all the time..

should or shouldn't i continue waiting..

it seems so hard to let go this time..

do you know what i'm thinking??

i hope you understand me,

when you receive what i send you..

i love you

i mean it

[[ JaNiCe ]]

i need you..

i don't wan to delete the memories between us..

Janice

i need you

seriously

untitled..

are you still the one that i know??
world seems so dull
when you are not there..
did you heard my words on 30/10??
i hope you know that..
still can't forget about you..
miss you for every moment..

i love you

like i promise

[[ Janice ]]

untitled..

will update back all the post that i've left out when i'm free..

[[JaNiCe]]

i'm still waiting for you

miss you alot

untitled...

hmmm..
don't know why really feel
frustrated this few days..
maybe is because of *.................*
forget about it..
don't want to think much about that..



keep thinking of him this few days,
can't wait until the day to meet him..
sometimes feel that time passes so slow
coz can't meet him immediately..
haiz..
mr. clock, can you turn faster
to the day we meet??
and turn slower when the time
we are together??
am i dreaming?? hahax..
i think i am..
*sigh*

All the love that history knows

is said to be in every rose.

Yet all the love that could

be found in two, is less than

what i feel for you.

miss u n love u

always

[[ JaNiCe ]]

给我的他...

从我们认识的那一天起，我们都相处得好好的，在一起的时候都是幸福的、美好的...但自从一个月前的那件事后，你让我越来越不相信自己...那件事过后，我以为能像你所说的那样，不去想、不去理，想着说在一起开心就好，不用去理你之前的事...但原来我做不到，想起你要去学校，我就会提心吊胆，担心这个、担心那个...我知道是多余的，但是难道我能不去想吗？我们一天可以知道对方的情况的时间只有区区那3小时，其他的时间，我们连对方做过些什么都一概不知道...所以你说我能不取担心，不去多想吗？是不是对你的承诺太多，还是我原本给的就不够...我是多想再给你机会，但就是怕结局还是一样...你让我越来越不相信自己，付出了那么多你却没有感动过...想要忘记所有的过去，但你的影子还是在我心里浮现...对不起，也许我需要些时间...我爱你...

[[ JaNiCe ]]

untitled...

erm.. actually i just wanna to apologize to some KPA's committees cause of the failure to organise the anniversary... some reason had caused our 10th anniversary can't go on smoothly.. and also to the ex-members, really sorry for that.. so we are planning to delay it, but don't know will it be approved yet, so i will call you all for the further information..



secondly, is because of the pose.. i know some of you feel disappointed on me because of choosing KAS instead of KPA.. what i can say is just "i value KPA above everything else".. although maybe from next week onwards i'm not your president anymore, but i promise i will help you all in everything that i can.. i know that some of you will think that i choose KAS because of the marks, but actually i got my own reason.. just hope you all can cooperate well and make the society better..



today, i really feel very pleased seeing KPA members can start to collaborate with the committees.. keep it up ^.^

[[ JaNiCe ]]

to my dear..

i'm so sorry that i said something that really hurt you in this few days.. but i really can't stand it anymore.. i know what you want, but i can't force myself to do so.. i'm sorry.. i hope you know what i'm thinking.. maybe both of us need some time to settle down.. i love you forever..
*thanks for forgiving me

[[ JaNiCe ]]

3-months Anniversary

time past so fast

and it's already

3 months

we have been together

my love for you

won't change forever

1314 and 2324

@.@

a gift from him

for 3-months anniversary

dear,

Happy Anniversary..

muackzz

iloveyou.piggie.imissyou

[[ JaNiCe ]]

a day with 3 siao kia's

after the meeting at YeeHue's house,
YeeHue's sister fetch us to GurneyPlaza..
the back of the car is so packed
with 4 of us - YunKong, KaiYuan, ChienWen and me..
actually is because of the big-sized KaiYuan..
hahax..

plan to go Redbox but it's full and crowded with people,

so went to Golden Screen Cinema
to buy the tickets for a cartoon movie named 'Up'

but not the 3D version..

after that,
since it is still early and i'm hungry d,
we went to have our lunch at ChopperBoard..
KaiYuan ordered too many food and
and end up with
he give it all to ChienWen..
ChienWen eat until very full
really pity him..
hahax..
since i'd promised YunKong,
so treat all of them for the ChopperBoard..

later we went to CYC..

playing racing car with them..

hmm..

lose for the 1st round,

so treat them to play for another round..

the movie is going to start,

so buy 2 large combo set for them..

the movie is really funny,

some parts make all of us

laughing non-stop..

really having a great time

with you guys..

hope we can hang out more often..

really appreciate you all

for letting me be so happy..

FRIENDSHIP

FOREVER

[[ JaNiCe ]]

preparation for anniversary...

yesterday, some AJK of the anniversary went to YeeHue's house to prepare and plan everything for the anniversary.. as i promised, i fetched KaiYuan there, but so sorry for YunKong, coz his house is too far away d.. we plan to start our meeting on 10.00am.. but, me and my 2 bodyguards plan to reach an hour earlier to have our breakfast.. who know? it's raining again.. can't go out for breakfast le.. okay then.. 3 of us and YeeHue sit there kapsiao-ing.. later, Adeline and EweMing reached d.. i nearly fainted when saw EweMing came with motorbike.. you know why? actually we plan to go GurneyPlaza after the meeting and need EweMing to fetch us there.. but i have forgotten to inform her about this.. OMG.. okay, nevermind.. start wrapping up the present 1st.. now the problem is i don't know how to wrap a present =.= so just help out with cutting the wrapping paper.. not longer after that, Yiying also reached d.. then we went out for our breakfast at.....(i also don't know where).. belanja my bodyguard for protecting me.. (bully more than protect actually hor??) hahax.. after that, went back to finish up the wrapping work and discuss everything.. coz want to go GurneyPlaza d.. xD

my 2 bodyguard ( KaiYuan ; YunKong )

1st present i wrapped ( satisfied with it ^^)

YunKong looked serious wrapping those present

work done ^.^

EweMing (steam steam d xp)

[[ JaNiCe ]]

你知道吗？

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，
因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，
假若她不喜欢你，
她根本不会来在乎你关心你，
怕你做错事情。

你要知道，
假若她不喜欢你，
她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，
在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，
假若她不喜欢你，
你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，
让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，
而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

于是，
你们时常争吵，
你认为她脾气不好，
她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，
你们总是冷战，
你以为她不喜欢你，
她以为你不在乎她。

于是，
你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，
也许擦身而过，
本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

要知道，
凄美依然是美的一种，
并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，
那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，
所以她偶尔冲你发火，
时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，
所以她才会生你的气；
而又因为喜欢你，
她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，
每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，
晶莹剔透，
但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，
每个女孩子都是不设防的，
你那么轻易就闯进她的心，
走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，
这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，
心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗? 　　
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，
然后她跟着你转身，
当侧身而过的时候，
你看不见她的泪，
滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，
请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，
请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，
请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，
请你去听听她内心的声音，
那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，
总是彼此伤害，
彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，
爱情里没有谁对谁错；
爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，
她爱你，
如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，
让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，
你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，
不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，
不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，
你离去的时候，
你的眼睛起了雾，
她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，
这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，
那些伤口曾经存在，
抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，
用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，
她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，
她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

请记住，
相爱的人不要轻易宣战，
因为冷战带来的伤害，
超出你的预计。

也请记住，
只要你喜欢她，
没有什么是你接受不了的，
只要你喜欢她，
就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，
在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，
她喜欢你，
她需要的不是你真的转身，
她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，
想你抱她，
哪怕，
没有道谦。

[[ JaNiCe ]]

self-reflect ...

hmm..
i think i've made a very very BIG mistake..
what for i do such many things??
taking up the secretary's and treasurer's work to do..
is that my duty to do it??
and when there is problem,
i was the one to be blamed of??
then, where's your responsibility for it??


"what is the work for a president of a club?"
-thinking the activity to be organised
-thinking how to make the club better
-thinking what better things can be given the members
"then, what's the job for the rest of the AJK?"
-help out with the job
-carry out your duty and responsibility


i swear,
i have put every effort of mine
in everything i've done for the club,
i thought that i can try to help out in all those work,
and not just like the others club,
president just sitting there giving ideas
and give command to the others to do it,
without doing ANYTHING..


a last minute work??
do you think is last minute?
i think i had give out the work on Sunday..
so,
i think 3 days is more than enough time
to do your things,
and you have an assistant to help you..
okay, fine..
next time, work will be distributed 1 week before..


if feels that can't complete the job well,
need my help, can ask me anytime..
if i can help out, i will surely help in it..
but all the checking work,
please done by all yourselves..
but if don't want to do it anymore,
welcome for your letter anytime..


please reflect on what you've done..
we are partners during activity,
but we are friends anytime..

[[ JaNiCe ]]

KPA HEHS 10th Anniversary...

To all members & ex-members of KPA HEHS,



We are organising an 10th Anniversary of our club (KPA HEHS) in the school hall on 19 September 2009 (Saturday) from 11.00am until 2.30pm. There will be a buffet lunch, souvenirs and some games prepared for all of you. All of you are most welcome to attend this event. For the ex-members, it is free of charge, but please inform us about your presence earlier as we need to do the counting and prepare sufficient food and souvenirs. Contact number : 017-4496536. Hope to see all of you soon!

LIM MENG SIEW

(Janice)